Distracted

Well talk about hectic…I know I haven’t blogged in a really really long time, but that’s cause I now like to express myself through quotes, music, and pictures on Tumblr. But today I felt the need to blog and type. Let me just warn you that I’m going to be jumping from subject to subject since my mind’s thinking about a million different things right now. The familiarity of the keyboard tap tap tapping under my fingers is enough to keep me awake long enough to write this.

I don’t know why everything changes or why people make the decisions they do; maybe it’s because they acted on the moment and didn’t think before they did it. Or maybe they were just tired of what’s been going on and decided to take a risk for once. Unfortunately, all risks either end up being the best thing you ever did or the one thing that effs up your life.

You know what I love? Things that are constant, things that don’t change because that’s seriously number one on my most hated words list. Change. I love the things that will forever be under-appreciated. People will always think of these things as unimportant, but to me, they’ll always be crucial to life. Like reading a book or watching a movie while the rain steadily pitter-patters outside the window. Or writing in your journal endlessly while the song that fits your mood perfectly plays in the background. These are the things that stay the same even if other things don’t. Especially friends. I feel like those are the things in life that change the most; it doesn’t matter if you’ve been friends for the longest time or if you never would have expected it to come, but everybody changes and all that change affects friendships.

Urgh, sorry this post is so short and so unlike me. My mind was just on a lot of different things and I was talking to a bunch of different people. Maybe next time. My blog should no longer be deprived of posts, no matter how short or crappy they are. :)