Farewell Beloved Blog

I suppose it is rather late to be writing this now, but I would like to say goodbye to this blog. It's titled "It's Your Freshman Year" and I don't really have the heart to change it to something Sophomore-ish. Everything I've written in this blog had to do with my freshman year and everything that had to do with my 8th grade year resides in my Livejournal. So in a way it's kinda cool that each grade gets its own blog. I can't even begin to say how much I loved blogging on here. It was my go-to ranter and I just felt so amazing after writing a post. I honestly miss it so so much. But when you have school and so much homework, there's only so much time you can invest into writing. I felt like I had writer's block for THE longest time, I still do sometimes. I just felt like I couldn't write anymore, like every ounce of meaning and creativity inside me shut down and left me. It was truly an awful feeling, but I didn't think too much about it cause it really wasn't that important. I do wonder though if I can ever write again like I used to. Aha don't I sound ridiculous..I'm acting as if I lost a limb or something. Over the summer I kept a journal and updated it every. single. day. It was SO amazing; I felt like me again! I couldn't believe that I actually had the will power to stay up at 5 in the morning just to write in my journal before I fell asleep. Well, I guess that could be explained by the fact that I wrote about someone in my journal, so that person was kind of a motivation. Sometimes I wish I could rant on my Tumblr, but it's too public and I don't want to seem like an annoying, whiny bitch. I just let things out through quote pictures, songs, and quotes. It bothers me when people talk about their problems on Tumblr, so I don't. And I don't update about personal things on Twitter either since I don't want my friends to always text me and say "What's wrong?" I guess I'm just more of a personal venter. Ha ha yea I know that ranting on Blogspot isn't too personal, but not that many people follow me anyway, so I'm good. I think perhaps that I will start up a side blog on here, yes? It sounds perfect for when I want to just randomly blurt out something whether it be short or long. And I won't hold back since not many people are gonna find it. Oh dang I'm excited now! Anyhow, goodbye Freshman blog. You've served me justice and provided me a beautiful canvas. I can only hope that the words I've splattered on here were good enough. ♥